WHY?

I don't know how should I react. Aku beci jadi gini. Aku beci ore ngato aku alik blake. Aku beci ore duk buruk aku. Fine. Ngato lah sapa puah. Mulut manusio, kito tokleh tutup. Bilo dio puah ngato, baru dio senyap. Right? Aku nok jerik, aku raso nok nepik puah. Cepat oh sebar pasa aku ng Juwe. So mj doh ko tahu? So dunio doh eh tahu? Pahtu lepah tahu sekmu ngato dih? Am I that suck? Am I that worse? Am I dammin shit? Whatever. Boleh buat aku jadi GILA. Juwe, even mu beci aku staro mano pun, mu boleh tak jangan hina ak like I've no feeling? Mace2 mu oyak, BITCH, TINO MUROH, SUCK, FUCK jah tadok lagi! And, mu boleh tak jangan samakan aku dengan EX mu? Aku tk pernoh samokan mu ng mano2 jate, just ak banding jah. Gak ak banding dale hati aku, buke oyak depe sejuto ore. Makyo, mu tok puah hati gpo lagi ng aku? Kalu mu ado depe aku tobak ak lenyek mu jadi pendek ketok. Huh. Mulut lu bau longkang ah bangang. Yang mu nok perbesar crito bakpo? Mu dendey ngan ak right? Sebabtu dengan sedap mulut mu heboh bendo buruk pasa aku kat mj tu? Mujo Amer crito. I trust him because I know him. And now, I hate mj damn much. Mujo ado abe aku situ. Takpo, abe aku buke gitu. Bia abe aku ado adik lain pun. Wuuuu. Po shit sero. Wak aku jadi bengong jah. Mujo alhamdulillah aku tk text ng sapo2 loni. Bia lah ore nok ngato, I know myself. I'm not a PLAYER, like 'em said. I'll prove to myself, aku tokse gewe doh. Perit. Po hok gong. Adok adik, ado abe, ado saem, padey lah. Gak bukenyo contct pun. Juwe, thanks! Thanks for everything but thanks for nothing. Aku takkan lupa. Kbye.

THE REASON

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never ment to do those thing to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I found the reason for me
To change who I used to be
The reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I've put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
That I just want you to know
I found the reason for me
To change who I used to be
The reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I found a reason to show
The side of me you didn't know
The reason for all that I do
AND THE REASON IS YOU <3

IMISSYOU :(

PENING

Hai. Aku keliru. Kecewa. Sedih. Menyesal. Mike bakpo bena aku wak gitu? Entah. Aku toktahu. Aku betul2 toktahu. Tapi perlu ko Bami wak gitu kapku? Perlu ko Kimie wak gitu kapku? Yes I admit, my fault, my weakness, i'm not a good sister for you. Adik nok uji kakak kei? And kakak gagal dengan ujian adik. I'm sorry dear. I didn't mean it :( adik, i miss the old of us. Tapi? Kakak tahu adik kesok gilo ng kak. But please, for the last time I'm begging you, forgive me. I really love you. Tapi adik kato kak liar kei? Toktahu nok kato gapo la kak. Takpo, kak follow jah gapo keputuse adik. Kak tkleh nok haley. Kak redo. Tapi kito duo tahun doh, cekak nok putuh gitu jah? Kak tokse. Tokse tokse tokse! Tapi, arghhh tekey aku. Banyok la tapi pun. Kimie! Bakpo mu wak gini? I need an explainaton. Please! Mu tk oyak sepatoh harey kapku, dohla tk text aku. Mano mu hok mulo? Ko ado saeng baru doh? Ho takpo2, ak redo lako. But seriously, u had changed 50% percent. Dulu mu tk gini, mu beruboh. Kay aku pehe mu ado gewe, Bami ado gewe. Who I am to u right? Aku ni sebeloh mato jah mu kelih. Hmmmm, panjey sikit lagi la ngeluh pun. Akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, I need someone. Shamer! Aku nok peluk mu. Aku nok jerik atah bahu mu. Aku tahu mu jah hok pehe aku. Mu jah ado time aku seney susoh. Mu jah hok sokmo v kato semangat kapku :'( takpo la phone aku sunyi tadok ore text pun, aku text ng Shamer. Huhu. Sedih. Bakpo nasib aku gini. Warning! My eyes will burst. Bullshit ah. AINA AMIRAH AMRAN! Forget it. Continue your life. Just flow the wind. Smile. Haa CANTIK :) kbye.

KIMIE.

Korang wonder, sape tu kan?

HAHA. My sweet friend. And aku sayei yo. 

Meh dekat-dekat, aku nok cito something.

Aku kenal rapat ng yo, maso 24/08. Baru je kan? Haha kira sendiri ah baru berapa hari kenal. Tak masuk sebulan pun lagi. 

First time jumpa dekat pizza. Aku, Piya, Bami, and him.

Masa tu tak cakap banyak pun. Aku banyak cakap dengan bami aku je. Ye lah, tak kenal lagi kan.

And then, hri Khamis. Aku ponteng kelas. Aku text Kimie, ajak dia teman aku. And then, he agreed :D Hajatnya nak pergi pesta buku, beli something, tapi ramai bapakkk orang.

Jadi ak batalkan niat and then pergi makan. 

Aww, bukan main sweet lagi Piya dengan Kimie. Tapi takpelah, tak kisah sangat. Who I am right. Lepak lama lah jugak dekat KfC tuu. Nak dekat zohor baru off ke KBM. Aku naik bas ke sana. Kimie dengan RXZ dia. Sampai je dekat KBM, aku text Kimie ''mananya?'' dia cakap dekat futsal. Aku pun ehhh? What the? Actually, dia gaduh dengan Piya. But not me right? Aku ajak dia sebab nak keluar dengan dia. Aku pujuk la sikit, dia pun datang la. EHHHHHH, guess what? Bukan jalan dengan aku pun, pegi jalan dengan Piya jugak. Sedihhhh. Aku pun pegi mengadu dekat Marry, yang Kimie gelar ''singa'' tu. JEALOUS. haha. This word should not be in my heart and my mind. Crazy aaaaa. Aku pun taktahu why. So lantaklah. Aku punya la intai mana Kimie dengan Piya ni, menghilang gitu jee. Tak cakap sepatah haram. Both sama je, pinggirkan ak. Takpe, i can smile. Last2, Piya cakap jugak diorang lepak dekat noodle station. Aku pegi intai. Ehhh? Date rupanya. Takpelah, tanak kacau. Aku tarik Marry and then aku nanges. Hahah cengeng la kau. Nasib baik Marry faham aku. Zohor nak habis dah, pergi solat. Baru lah dia text ak, col ak, ikut aku, aku tanak reply, tapi Marry yang pujuk. But, dia macam nak pujuk aku. Tapi ak buat bodoh je. Lepas Piya balik, baru ak boleh jalan dengan dia. Oh i forgot, nothing special with me, hehhhh. HAHA. Dahh, habis story about KBM. Happy even sekejap. Tak kesah la. Aku pun bukan kenal sangat Kimie tu. 

31/08. This date. Ada happy, ada sedih. Kimie dan Piya my first guest yang datang. Aku time tu berseluar track dan t shirt lagi. But, time tu Kimie badmood. Why? Sebab Piya cakap this day will be the last day i meet you. Aku pun tak faham dengan Piya, asal dia buat gitu, no motif. Apa? Ingat aku jelly? I've nothing with him. Just a friend. Gooo. Stop care about me. I admit, aku a little bit emo. Hahah biasalah, perempuan. Mula2, memang tak cakap pun dengan Kimie, entah. Aku pun takut nk tegur dia plus aku busy. This date jugak, ak putus dengan AHH. Bosan ah. Bak kata Kimie ''ak SERABUK gewe'' yeah. That's true. Ahh stop bout AHH, aku nok kecek pasa Kimie loni. Tengok lappy dia, tengok all his pictures. Hahah kiutt wei. Ni gambar curi

Nak tengok Piya? Here. 

Comel kan? Laki tengok sure meltinggg.

Actually, ni gambar curi. How sweet :)

This one Piya yang snap. Candid.

Okey. Ni aru me with him. Tu pun aku yang mintak nak bergambar. HAHA kbye.